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So, this week, Malay Intensive program, was realli intensive...
too intensive i can sae, becos we got extra lesson after school too

aniwae...tuesdae, we hav career guidance
so my abilities and interests does not suit my career choice...tat would be a teacher
and i dun even noe whether it is tat realiable
and then, we went to different booth at the hall abt JCs and Polytechnics
grab all the science booklets!
and after, we got talks by former students in the beginning
and talk by the coach from the superachiever workshop

wednesdae, intensive again!
thursdae, intensive!
and got bac report book...did quite well
except for english (tats is expected lar)

and todae...intensive again
for the whole dae
and hav to go bac to school again for MT intensive!
and yar, we hav a briefing for MT 'o' level

so...we hav abt 3 daes left to MT 'O' level paper!
and im so stress up!

so, 4/2, gd luck for ur MT PAPERS on mondae!!

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QUIZ
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.Tagged by Fazwin!

#1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Angry, frustrated, keep grudges and i mae jus tell them off...

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
It would be that my fwens trust me and does nt ignore me when im feeling down

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
ummm...flowers?? FOODS?? haha!! X)

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars
half gif it to my mum for wat she hav done for me all tis while, the rest, i will spend or donate to charity!

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
i wanna a honest, reliable, does not ignore me...and a heart of gold!

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
haha...i dun mind waiting even longer than i expected...as long am happy wif my life :)

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
would be depress

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
fwens tat i not meant to be fwens and obviously the upcoming 'O' level

#11 What cheers you up the fastest?
support from family and fwens

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
graduate from a university, getting a job, helping my mum

#13 Who is currently the most important people to you?
my family and fwens!

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
FUNNY! DARING! and NICE!

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
nt sure

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
wake up and mug abt things...

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
not realli

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depends...

#19 What type of friends do you like?
honest and do not ignore people!

so ppl to do would be
1. Asyraf
2. Chiou looi
3. Eileen
4. Mabel
5. Sharifah
6. Ying Jie
7. Ying Siew
8. Cassini

well, tis weekends, i hav nth much to do except for malae
the whole dae i was thinking,"malae...how im going to achive my goal?"
i started to think of ways to improve myself
and it kinda gif me some thoughts abt sumthings tat i nvr think of before

aniwae...tmr vesak dae...so nth to do at home except do malae??
another thing, my mum and sis went off for a holidae to bangkok...
so im literally left alone at home wif my bro...so wat do u tink??

aniwae...tis daes i feel quite despress
one event after another...
my neighbour jus pass away,
and it suddenly click to me abt my father
i dunnoe how to cope wif it, jus hav to cry and tink abt him everydae

and another thing,
sumtimes, its true tat some fwens are nt meant to be
sumtimes, i feel lyk jus burst into anger and jus tell the person
but im dun hav the confidence...
taking advantage, not doing anything to cheer me up, it doesnt seem rite
even for u...

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So tis week hav been tough for me, becos of the results of the mid yr
the first day, i was already demoralise wif my english results, fail my compo, fail my summary, but pass my compre...tat time, letter was given bac yet...but letter also fail, in the end, overall i failed
social studies was fairly done well, didnt expect to get higher than i expected
A maths and E maths was done well! :)
Physics too, Chemistry get lower than i expected...
Biology, im happy becos didnt expect to get tat kind of result...becos seriously, i find it difficult
Geography, even more happy!!
MALAY...finally i get a B3!! omg!! thanx cikgu for all the support!! i will promise to work hard to get at least a distinction for my malay 'O' level! if not, B3 shud be ok!

well, overall, it was done quite well, except for english which i cried over becos i fail, cant resist
i swear tat i will nvr fail my english!

apart from the results, todae hav the IPP stuffs
where we hav to seal every window and hole of the classroom
was stuff inside the room for a few minutes and it was dam hot
when the announcement made to remove, i quickly go out to get the nice fresh air, nw i will learn to appreciate the fresh air

and another thing, it is already the start of the intensive mother tongue program, so everydae will hav some few periods for us to study malae, so everytime come to the AVA room to do the work...
well, sometimes its boring, but seriously hav to work hard!

ok...i will end here, update next time!

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the calm sea of the Singapore River

Michelle and Jiayin


during exam period, u complain tat u are stress
when the exams are over, u complain u hav nth to do...
okok...the top part are jus some crap...let get down to serious stuff

todae had our bio paper...
ok paper 1 wasnt tat hard
but when come to paper 2, it was jus a piece of shit!
i dun even noe how to ans one of the part of the first qns and im alr stuck there
but i did realli try my best to answer all the qns(which i dun even noe it make sense)
and after tat, it was home for me...and at the bac of my mind is
"computer here i come!"

its feel great tat u are able to spend infront of the comp
for 5 straight hours again! haha
aniwae...get bac to bio...during the paper
it rain heavily...
home after tat after the rain abruptly stop
and now...im jus doing wat all people would do...rot at home
for 3 daes before the results are out on monday

and another thing, yesterdae paper on phy/chem paper 1 wasnt tat easy
even harder than the pure bio paper
well...wat can we sae
wat is done cant be undone...

okok...so im going to play some games for 5 hours straight
and tis will some major effect on my eyes!!
haha...well! jus miss my computer so much!

okok!!
bye!

+.:shafiq:.+

u jus a piece of shit man!
u dun even care!!

ok! shout yeah!! becos GEOG paper is over todae!!
and now im taking a break from studying chemistry...and at the pace im going...
i tink i going to finish it soon...
so, the geog paper was 1h 30mins...and yeah i complete it...
so the qns i choose was on vegetation and geog of food...
and i did flip to c the qns on river and development...
and my first impression on development was EASY!
but i didnt do becos there is one qn where they ask for factors but i didnt rmb any of them
so im force to geog of food..which is darn hard ok
the 8m qns is gone becos i dun realli noe how to ans...

and tis is mr tan fault asking us to do geog of food
and at the end of the whole paper, i was shock to hear tat even jiamei and yiling do development
and i tot im the fool who studied so hard for geog of food...

aniwae...preparing now for tmr chem and A. maths...
so i hav to go bac to my studying becos short break XD

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ok...lets rewind bac to yesterdae
yesterdae, went for tuition as per normal
and it was unusual for her to release early, early than normal timing...
aniwae...after tat went to take mrt white sands to buy a calculator for myself because the old spoil is dead
after tat, mrt to kembangan to meet jiayin and michelle to study...study at jiayin home
till michelle told me tat tampines popular is reopen bac...argh! wasted my time going all the way there to get a calculator...philo didnt manage to come becos of reasons...um headache is it??
studied till 6.30pm and to: jiayin and michelle shhh!! dun tell anione abt it!! jus keep to urself
studied a. maths and bio...bio was cut shot due to the lack of time
took bus wif michelle and bus french fries and walk bac home
gt bac home and jus rest...until 10pm...
after tat...make notes for geog till 12midnite...

todae:
nth though...jus studying geog...
and the qns tat keep on lingering in my mind is y lar mr tan wanna ask us to do geog of food??
it is like so dam many infos...
aniwae...studied from 2pm till now...
i hav to cut short for awhile becos realli tired of studying the geog of food
but we hav to see tmr which one is easier, development or geog of food...
and another thing...im not in the mood to talk to anione tis daes dunnoe y...

it mus be becos of u...

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ok...so my mood for todae was dampened because of the phy paper
as i turn the pages of the phy paper...my brain was telling me...haiyo, y the paper is this difficult
as i turn the first page, i feel i jus gt smack by someone(maebe mrs quek???) becos seriously, the first qns, my brain went blank...furthermore, i turn the next page, and i gt smack again...
as i flip more, i can feel the sensation tat mrs quek is gonna kill me for nt doing well for tis paper
becos the paper was difficult...even alot of pple agree wif it...

section b wasnt tat tough at all becos the qns hav been gone thorugh by mrs quek...but section a, jus a whole lot of disasters!!
so as going home, i realise tat there is one qn i didnt ans, thanx to alex for reminding me...lol
gt bac home...and i just toss my phy bks in the cupboard, letting it rot first till the end of mid yr...
i tot tat yesterdae i could study my other 2 sciences, but i was mistaken, i spent my whole dae studying my phy to get my concept write, and wat kind of qns do i get?? tat kind of qns in the exam...i felt i was cheated for studying tat much...

aniwae...weekends hav finally arrived, time for me to rest for todae and than i will start studying for my geog and the other two sciences...

plans for tmr is tat to study wif jiayin and michelle...maebe going to be a lil bit rush becos of tuition ending late...

and guys...dont be dampened and worried too much abt the phy paper, becos u still hav a chance to do well for the other papers...so brace urself !!

another thing...i dunnoe wat is going to happen but it jus did...i dun wanna talk abt
becos realli, it jus sux!!
u dun wanna talk abt it, fine by me!!

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