The month is nearing!
Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 11:08 PM
YES! the month of ramadhan is coming...bulan yg amat suci sekaliselepas itu...bulan syawal!! "HARI RAYA!!"ok...if u dun understand the top part, ask sumone to translate becos i dunnoe how to translate tat partok...fasting month is nearing...tomorrow to in factmeans no food, drinks...and early wake up at 4am jus to eat --''but nvr...fasting will prevent me from eatingand also feel suffering of how other people in poorer country feel without food and drinks for yearsunlike us...we hav food and drinks...and still rmb the daes when i was young when my father and mothertempt me to fast so tat i will be rewarded wif one dollar for each dae i fastwhen i fulfill tat, my eyes were on tat one dollar when i break my fastnow things change...but i still reminisce the past everytimeso 1 month of fastingthan 1 month of Hari rayabut there is no celebration for me as o level is coming and i hav told my mum earlier "help me collect all the money" guilty for being greedy haha!so to all the muslim out there, "Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak dan Selamat menjalani ibadah Puasa Ramadhan!"+.:shafiq:.+
start of the great holiday! well...mostly...
Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 9:47 PM
well...the one week holidae officially start yesterdaeyesterdae was the teacher day celebrationand the concert is kinda of okay to me...not very greatafter tat...interaction time was taking photos, than after tat pass teachers' day gift to some teachersand home! rested!and alex came to my hse to play some x-box...till 6.30pm!whooh! long sia!todae was officially boring!taught my sister for awhile, play, watch tv and obviously EAT!nth much though todaeaniwae...let jus wait for school to reopen when the results of the prelim is outand i tell u...im nervous...tats y as 'o' level is arnd 1 1/2 mths away, i will start studyingfrom next wk onword to get some momentum bac like how i did it for prelim!bye!+.:shafiq:.+
its over!
Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ 5:33 PM
SHOUT YEAH!!becos prelim is finally over!! yeah yeah! *celebrate!!!*abt 2 weeks of prelim and its finally over...stress relieved nowbut the immense pressure is...'O' level is nearingbut for now...relaxgoing to fazwin on saturdae to study is fun :)and for prelim, screw up humanities??the rest shud be okaypractical was ok...phy was trickylock up for 4 hours in the halland yar...yesterdae i went to NUH for my check-upgot my blood test result and its normal (thank god! i dun hav diabetics!!)and my weight...OMGOSH!from 102.1 from march to 92.1kg NOW!(not so impressive as still 90+ range)now my aim is to get 80kg range before 'o' level i tink...if i hav timeokok...so tmr alr teacher's day celebration...celebrate and going to wear class t-shirt...COOL!bye!+.:shafiq:.+
let it go than...
Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 3:59 PM
half of the prelim is down...and i hav malae paper tmr, next wk, a maths, bio and phy/chem paper 1 and practicali noe studying malae back going to be tough as all my voacbs i use to noe is gone!and the tough part is...my malae is deterioriting rapidlyaniwae...half of the prelim is over...geog and ss...i tink i screw the paper...sadlyand i fear also english i dun do wellnevertheless...i going to study hard for my malaewatever it takes me to get my target!oh...and another thing...going to get the class t-shirt soon :)cant wait to c becos the design is nice!and going to fazwin hse is fun :)i tink i can stay overnight there...its like a luxurious hotel theregreat bathroom, great hse...cant wait to go again soon okok...so im going bac to studying my malaeand after 4 mths nt studying...its toughi've changepeople changenw im expecting even more...moving to another hse??stepfather?? step brother??u nvr realli msg me animore...u nvr go to my hse...rarely meet upi tink its best i let u go thenbut i wanna ask u one final qns before we go our own separate ways...+.:shafiq:.+
Now the pressure really start!
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 7:14 PM
Depression is starting to took a toll on memixture of feeling - angry, frustrated and furious!even michelle can tell tat i vent my anger everywheretrue...12. August.2008the day of the MT 'O' level resultas i walk near ms tan to receive my result...my heart was thumping when i c my result, tears jus started to fill my eyesB4, merit for oral...even though it is a great success tat i manage to get B for malaei was expecting sumthing more...B3 at leastand i wanna thanx to people who tried to console meso i decided to retake the malae exam again to try my luck...tis time im gonna work harder13.August.2008English oral exam was nerve wreckingthe topic is abt hair...which kinda of doesnt make sense to mewhen the teacher ask me "do you like your hair?"i like reply "YES, DEFINITELY!"-.-''' crazybut overall is kinda of ok...15.August.2008todae was the start of prelim...and u know wat...the summary sucki dun even noe to replace almost every wordthe rest was kinda of well...jus tat i scared tat my compo doesnt meet the standard of the marker...only time will tell...ok...ending off herenext wk a whole week of exam...mostly humans and science and maths O.o+.:shafiq:.+
Celebration!
Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 8:53 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!+.:shafiq:.+
Temptation get the best out of me...
Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 11:16 PM
tis week i wasnt realli feeling wellgetting sick more often...flu, cough...sudden headache since last fridaei dunnoe whether i can survive7 days to prelim? mean next wkand tuesdae will be getting bac the MT o level resultand wednesdae is my English 'O' level orali fear the worst is yet to comeand english prelim oral is really demoralisinggetting 24...i tot i can do better than tatand than yesterdae my malae teacher talk abt wat happen for mt o level resultand i cry becos i fear that i didnt do wellbut onli time will tell when the dae arrivedand i will receive the resultaniwae...tis dae i was lonelydue to everything happening in my familyi dun dare to tell anione abt itand another thing in schooltat make me feel unhappydun feel accepted....even u can leave me at the sidewalkand go ahead if ur fwensand who is the one who help u for the whole yr??i dun even noe who r u alr...everything changemy decision to help u havnt been thought over itbut my decision hav been decided...aniwae...TODAE!National Day Celebration at school was fun!our class even though lost for the inter-class game...but it was the effort that countand concert was jus amazing...and todae...beijing olympics! my eyes were on the screen since 8pm...lol!ok...i hav spend the whole dae doing my hmwk and finally finish itso tmr im going to start my revision on bio and do my oral...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!and pple out there, happy holidae!+.:shafiq:.+
Full of trepidation??
Saturday, August 2, 2008 @ 7:10 PM
13 days left to prelim!afraid nw?? u shud...
aniwae...full of things happen jus in one week
nw i understand hw it feels to be left out...
tat how i feel...ok...so the 3 days night study programme i didnt went...in the end, thurs i went to macdonald wif philo to study wif choon boon(how to spell his name??)and tests! return test and do test and trial exam...and hmwk?? wat can i sae...keep on piling upi mus admit tat hmwk i jus a pain in the neckbut who's complaining?? exam nearingok...short post...dun wanna make my blog dead tats allUPDATES:Tuesday: A Maths trial paper 2Wednedsday: E maths trial paperand one last thing...i wanna thank my malae teacher, cikgu norlinsah...for sacrificing for us...we didnt noe tat u werent feeling welland i didnt get the chance to return the favourso im sori if i hav made u mad or anitingpls...forgive me
+.:shafiq:.+
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