Doubts or just plain lazy??
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 10:21 PM
well...1 week of gruelling o level exam jus passed
and my list of subjects left is getting shorter!
well...let just cut to the chase shall we
chemistry paper was managable...
english paper, i was dying during the paper trying to do
a maths p 1 and 2 and emaths p 1 was relatively ok
and geog...its a gd thing i studied development too...becos development was easier than food
well....tis 1 whole week...i was realli pushing myself
even during the english...after i saw the summary qns...
i felt of giving up...but something kept pushing me to do it
i dunnoe wat is it but its more to prove my father's side family tat im capable to do well
and i dun tink they noe i having o level tis yr...
and also to make my father proud of wat i am todae
enuf of tat
next week...i'll be having 3 papers, phy, maths p2 and biology
and i pray tat biology going to be easy to do
for todae...i didnt do much but do phy and maths papers
and im falling sick again!! ARGHH!!!
after next week...
SOCIAL STUDIES! and of course my mother tongue exam
so to make tis post quick...
i hope when the release of the result next yr...
i can get good grades
GD LUCK PPLE!!!~~~
+.:shafiq:.+u dunnoe how much i wanna help ubut u keep turning down my helpu wanna go sumwhere tat i disapproveand u insist itbut i dun...i wanna u to be wif meeven though i try to tell myself to let u gobut the feeling is coming backi jus dun wanna leave u...
Pressure??
Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 6:21 PM
Ok... practically the abt a few weeks i didnt update my blogtherefore i wanna update some impt things...
well...o level is coming in 5 days...
with practical coming up first
and then the rest of papers will fall after tat
well...u jus look at my face...do i feel pressured??
i dunnoe...others are...im jus scared history will repeat itself once more....
like how i was in primary school
so confident tat i do well but in the end...
i didnt score
thats y i telling myself to back up
dun worry abt others...they can ask me abt qns...yes...i can help
but i cant help pple who dun even realise tat exams are coming and they not taking it seriously
doing hmwk last minutes....play PSP...playing guitar
i dun mean to offend anione but if they had realised it now...
they have had stop tis a long time ago...
i dun wanna end up at a position where my choice cannot be choosen
i dun wanna the choice to determine my faith
so therefore guys...i will here for now...until o level
bye for now~~
im sori if i offended anione but tis is wat i tink
realli sorry...
+.:shafiq:.+
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